so yesterday I had a pretty bad day and Emir (aka the guy who I met who likes Doctor Who and likes me) came to my room and he was like 'I see you're sad let's just watch Doctor Who together' so we watched 3 episodes and then went to sleep together and he hugged me all the time and I just….
can you stay forever…
he also told me that this was his best date ever…
I’m so into him, I can’t believe he is real and since yesterday totally mine.
I came back because you’re the only friend I have and I can’t bear to lose you.
#his hearts still stutter in his chest when he hears those two words#even though it’s been centuries since he heard them last#he’s better at hiding it though #he sees his younger self freeze#go pale and shocked at the sound of the words that have always led back to Rose#and then the memory slots back into place#they’ve been coming back in bits and pieces this whole time#snatches of memory#different vantage points on conversations he’s in the middle of#different perspectives on decisions he’s already made - is making - will make#but it’s not till just now that she’s figured into the picture #it’s not her #not really#but it’s her face and her voice and he’s been starved for both for so long#and when he looks over to the box where he knows she’s sitting #he can see her#just for a moment #not quite memory and not quite reality#smiling at him from across the room (via lyricalprose)
I just wanted to say thank you, and I’m sorry […] I’m sorry that I put you in a position where you had to make that kind of choice.
when I think of the things I’ve done
don’t matter how far I’ve gone
I’ll always feel right at home